Monday, October 1, 2012

7 Years in Toys R Us

Perhaps my journey thus far has not been as spiritual as it would have been with the Dalai Lama, but I think it is a close second.  I have been a mom for 7 years.  I have learned a lot.  About myself.  About life.  About stain removal.

On September 30, 2005 I gave birth to a 6 pound 13 ounce miracle.  She was hard to conceive, hard to deliver, and has been a keep-you-on-your-toes kinda girl ever since.  Her doctor said that she could see in Fiona's eyes that she was special...at 2 weeks old.  She suggested a book about "spirited children" then too.  How on Earth did she know?  

Fiona has taught me how to appreciate life.  
  • She has helped me learn that it is OK to leave the clothes unfolded and color instead.  
  • She has taught me that all the things I worry about are many times not worth the trouble.  
  • She has taught me that my mother was really not that old and still remembered middle school like it was "yesterday".
  • She shows me every day that no matter how loud I yell, childhood is going to make me late for work and I somehow survive.
  • She has altered my hormones so that I cry every time I smell her hair, brush my lips on her soft cheek, or make eye contact with her from across the playground.
  • She has helped me realize that childhood goes way too quickly.  Just like everyone always says...but you just don't believe it until you get through the 2's.
  • She shows me every single day that the world needs more empathy.
  • She helps me remember to keep myself healthy so I can watch her grow up to rule the world.

I love being Fiona's mom.  I love watching her develop into all the things she is going to be.  She wants to be a "mommy, teacher, artist" when she grows up.  I love that.  She is already an artist.  She paints my life every day.  
 

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